{"id":56,"date":"2015-10-19T15:46:10","date_gmt":"2015-10-19T14:46:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/?p=56"},"modified":"2015-11-06T14:09:06","modified_gmt":"2015-11-06T14:09:06","slug":"epiphanies","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/2015\/10\/19\/epiphanies\/","title":{"rendered":"Epiphanies"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Since I wrote my last post, I moved back into my flat at university. I am all unpacked and settled in. I do miss my family quite a bit because it\u2019s normally the five of us but now I spend most of the time studying alone. However, since I hadn\u2019t seen my friends all summer, I was looking forward to hanging out with them. When I arrived, it was the same week as my friend\u2019s birthday so we headed to Spoons. In my opinion it&#8217;s one of the best places to eat as a student, the food is delicious and the price is very fair for a buffet. I was definitely saying yes to all the invites that week because I wanted to go out before the real work started. I will not be surprised if I gain a bit of weight from all the food. Sorry, not sorry!<\/p>\n<p>When the partying was all said and done, I had my first introductory lecture and like every year it was just as exciting and equally terrifying. The lecturer congratulated us on making it this far. That always makes me smile because hearing him saying that means I am still here. He reminded us why we are at university and what we are aiming for. It was then, when I was sitting in my chair staring at the lecture slides, that I felt a lot of anxiety for the future. With each slide of statistics on previous students\u2019 performance, I couldn\u2019t stop my head from asking a lot of questions. Am I going to make it? What degree classification will I get? Am I going to cope? Looking around I realised, I am not the only one. All of us have made it so far and there is only one more obstacle in our way.<\/p>\n<p>Putting our worries aside, my friends and I headed to our pharmacy school\u2019s 10th anniversary. Between the dancing, selfies and free food I convinced my self that although my concerns about the future are justified, it shouldn\u2019t be my main focal point. These feelings are familiar and that\u2019s because they are the same ones I had during my GCSE and &#8216;A&#8217; levels. Yet, here I was, at an award ceremony hosted by my school of pharmacy and in my final year of university. I had clearly made it. Among the people receiving their awards were our lecturers who had added another title to their name. Students who had excelled from previous years were honoured for their achievements. It was inspiring, I felt like I had the potential to be just as great. I want the cap and gown, I want the certificate and I certainly want the joy that comes with graduating. Therefore, I have made it my goal and motivation to graduate and get the gown.<\/p>\n<p>All in all, I am ready for this academic year. \u201cLet the hunger games begin\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline\">What are your fears, goals and motivation for this academic year?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/files\/2015\/10\/20151001194916.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-57 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/files\/2015\/10\/20151001194916-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"20151001194916\" width=\"438\" height=\"292\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/files\/2015\/10\/20151001194916-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.kent.ac.uk\/pharmacy\/files\/2015\/10\/20151001194916-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 438px) 100vw, 438px\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Since I wrote my last post, I moved back into my flat at university. I am all unpacked and settled in. 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